I can't cope,
with the fact that you left,
creating more pain with every breath,
i look at the chair,
where you used to sit,
why did you have to be.
such a bitch? ?
God, you've hurt me,
i'm broken it's true,
so why do i stll have feelings for you?
why is it so hard to break,
this chain?
although my feelings will never be the same,
everything you destroyed,
with one vicious blow,
and even now i still love you mum,
but you will never know!

Emma Jane Rae

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/you-will-never-know-8/